Bahness
I’m really tired today. Just the usual mood; completely exhausted, but still have so much to do. I really need to make that not my normal status. At least if I slept some more and did homework then I would have a much more pleasant basic mood. Oh well… being sleepless is what I really need to go for. Someone told me about a book that there are sleepless people. I forget the title completely and really want to know so I can read it since it seems good.
The story starts that couples can choose their child’s personality before birth and all their qualities. The really rich even had the option of having sleepless children that were always happy. These sleepless often learned to read and write faster then normal children and started school earlier and obviously would be in university and graduating with degrees and masters a lot earlier than most. Eventually they start to get turned on because of jealousy and rumors that these sleepless will want to kill off the rest of human race because the rest are not perfect. More rumors spread and wide terror also comes about so these sleepless start to cut themselves off from society, partly by choice and partly because they are forced.
That’s how far they got. That was about half way and I really want to read it or at least know how the book ended. There are a couple other ones that she mentioned, but this was the most interesting out of the bunch.
It’s getting closer and closer to decision day. Soon I really will have to decide if I will go to university in Ontario or here. If I make the page program I’m going to head over there for sure, at least a year. I want to go there because that university has the exact classes and such that I want to do. Here they have something like it, but either too artsy or too sciency. Arg. I know it would help me to go there, but I’m not sure if I want to anymore. I really wanted to before because I didn’t have anything here to hold me back. I knew I would lose touch with everyone here except family because it’s a given that they have to love me ;) now I’m not so sure. I know Louis is trying to go to the same university as me. I haven’t even talked to him in so long so who knows if he really cares anymore. We both know that we aren’t as close anymore and I guess it comes down to… I don’t want to be alone. I have been alone for so long and I finally have people that care about me again and so I don’t want to lose that again. I hate feeling alone. I doubt I can find someone that really does want to feel totally alone in the world and someone that doesn’t want someone to turn to when they are down. Now its midnight and I have school so I’m calling it quits for trying to decide what to do. Night!
- Dark Lily 0>--}---
I’m really tired today. Just the usual mood; completely exhausted, but still have so much to do. I really need to make that not my normal status. At least if I slept some more and did homework then I would have a much more pleasant basic mood. Oh well… being sleepless is what I really need to go for. Someone told me about a book that there are sleepless people. I forget the title completely and really want to know so I can read it since it seems good.
The story starts that couples can choose their child’s personality before birth and all their qualities. The really rich even had the option of having sleepless children that were always happy. These sleepless often learned to read and write faster then normal children and started school earlier and obviously would be in university and graduating with degrees and masters a lot earlier than most. Eventually they start to get turned on because of jealousy and rumors that these sleepless will want to kill off the rest of human race because the rest are not perfect. More rumors spread and wide terror also comes about so these sleepless start to cut themselves off from society, partly by choice and partly because they are forced.
That’s how far they got. That was about half way and I really want to read it or at least know how the book ended. There are a couple other ones that she mentioned, but this was the most interesting out of the bunch.
It’s getting closer and closer to decision day. Soon I really will have to decide if I will go to university in Ontario or here. If I make the page program I’m going to head over there for sure, at least a year. I want to go there because that university has the exact classes and such that I want to do. Here they have something like it, but either too artsy or too sciency. Arg. I know it would help me to go there, but I’m not sure if I want to anymore. I really wanted to before because I didn’t have anything here to hold me back. I knew I would lose touch with everyone here except family because it’s a given that they have to love me ;) now I’m not so sure. I know Louis is trying to go to the same university as me. I haven’t even talked to him in so long so who knows if he really cares anymore. We both know that we aren’t as close anymore and I guess it comes down to… I don’t want to be alone. I have been alone for so long and I finally have people that care about me again and so I don’t want to lose that again. I hate feeling alone. I doubt I can find someone that really does want to feel totally alone in the world and someone that doesn’t want someone to turn to when they are down. Now its midnight and I have school so I’m calling it quits for trying to decide what to do. Night!
- Dark Lily 0>--}---
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