Love. Angel. Music. Baby.
Gwen Stefani is totally badass. Tick tock, tick tock. Nick was telling me the other day that he loved her new video because 1. she sounds like she's having an orgasm and she's hot and 2. there are asian girls in the video and he was impressed. I like it because she does the Alice in Wonderland theme. I got to be Alice for DryGrad last year. Obviously she did a much better job then I did with my homemade costume. I loved one of her pairs of checkered boots though. She's always managed to come out with good music and not lose her edge even after she took a break for a couple years. I still have her cd's despite not having bought any since I could burn them oh so long ago. I felt bad for her because Ed the Sock gave her a cheese award because of the video, but he did make up for it by calling Brit a whore who doesn't seem to wear anything but lingerie and he dissed about 5 of her videos.
School officially starts for me tomorrow. My first class is Psych. I hope I gave a good TA. Alison from last semester was cute and nice, so I'm hoping that she is back. I'm actually looking forward to this semester. School is getting enjoyable. Well besides all the papers and stress, it's far more interesting then high school and I actually want to attend classes which is something new for me. Rez life is nice. I can wander the halls and I know everyone. I can stop by and say hi to people and someone usually will join my random wandering as I go along. I'm the Wandering Natty. Mwa!
I lost one of my best friends the other day. Well it hasn't really felt like we were even friends for the last little while. It felt more like we were going through a bitter divorce and so we fought about anything and everything. Everything seemed to hit a nerve and we couldn't talk to each other normally because we would always bring up something that would cause an argument. The hardest part is that we know each other so well. We both know all the little secrets and so we know exactly what to say to get the other one back. I doubt he even remembers anything good about me. All he thinks now is that I'm a horrible little whore who fights with him all the time. I hate fighting. I hate having to go through the same fights over and over again. I hate it when someone who was once close to you brings up personal things just to hurt you that they dragged out of you in the first place. I hate having to defend myself all the time and prove untruths. I hate how now I'm losing more and more of the people that are close to me. He doesn't want to talk to me anymore. That of course is painful because some part of me wants to click on his name and say hoya, what's up? But today I deleted him off my msn. There is no point in having it there for no reason. He's stubborn and will not talk to me first and I'm not going back to fighting. What's there to fight for at this point? More fighting? It's hard but there is nothing we can do. We've tried so many times to be friends and not fight, but it doesn't seem like we are capable of anything else. Some people just weren't meant to stay friends and this is one of those cases.
Gwen Stefani is totally badass. Tick tock, tick tock. Nick was telling me the other day that he loved her new video because 1. she sounds like she's having an orgasm and she's hot and 2. there are asian girls in the video and he was impressed. I like it because she does the Alice in Wonderland theme. I got to be Alice for DryGrad last year. Obviously she did a much better job then I did with my homemade costume. I loved one of her pairs of checkered boots though. She's always managed to come out with good music and not lose her edge even after she took a break for a couple years. I still have her cd's despite not having bought any since I could burn them oh so long ago. I felt bad for her because Ed the Sock gave her a cheese award because of the video, but he did make up for it by calling Brit a whore who doesn't seem to wear anything but lingerie and he dissed about 5 of her videos.
School officially starts for me tomorrow. My first class is Psych. I hope I gave a good TA. Alison from last semester was cute and nice, so I'm hoping that she is back. I'm actually looking forward to this semester. School is getting enjoyable. Well besides all the papers and stress, it's far more interesting then high school and I actually want to attend classes which is something new for me. Rez life is nice. I can wander the halls and I know everyone. I can stop by and say hi to people and someone usually will join my random wandering as I go along. I'm the Wandering Natty. Mwa!
I lost one of my best friends the other day. Well it hasn't really felt like we were even friends for the last little while. It felt more like we were going through a bitter divorce and so we fought about anything and everything. Everything seemed to hit a nerve and we couldn't talk to each other normally because we would always bring up something that would cause an argument. The hardest part is that we know each other so well. We both know all the little secrets and so we know exactly what to say to get the other one back. I doubt he even remembers anything good about me. All he thinks now is that I'm a horrible little whore who fights with him all the time. I hate fighting. I hate having to go through the same fights over and over again. I hate it when someone who was once close to you brings up personal things just to hurt you that they dragged out of you in the first place. I hate having to defend myself all the time and prove untruths. I hate how now I'm losing more and more of the people that are close to me. He doesn't want to talk to me anymore. That of course is painful because some part of me wants to click on his name and say hoya, what's up? But today I deleted him off my msn. There is no point in having it there for no reason. He's stubborn and will not talk to me first and I'm not going back to fighting. What's there to fight for at this point? More fighting? It's hard but there is nothing we can do. We've tried so many times to be friends and not fight, but it doesn't seem like we are capable of anything else. Some people just weren't meant to stay friends and this is one of those cases.
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