Settling into life...
School is finally done. Well I've been done since Tuesday of last week, but the rest of the time I've been moving everything and trying to get back into my groove. Today I finally went to work and so now the summer routine has started. All I can do is let it roll and hope it goes smoothly until school comes along again.
People can be so cruel. I want nothing more then just to disappear in my shell, but I've done that too often. I tell people things and they just use it against me because they can. Why be so evil? Just to see me cry and hurt? There is a reason I run away so easily; I'm not as strong as I pretend to be.
The bitter sting of some people's words hurt more then you can imagine. I've always wanted to run away since I figured that would make it go away, always wanted to move and be free of everyone, but now I know that no matter what there is always some bitter asshole out there to hurt you because they consider themselves superior. One day they will fall from their high horse and I will only be able to smile sadly because I know that they will never stop and only become blinder by their anger.