Lost
Sometimes I just don't know what to do anymore. I try and then things just backfire. Maybe it would be better for me to just glide along and not talk. I say anything and suddenly I'm some horrible person. I just don't get it sometimes. I try, and I do actually try, but it still is all in vain.

I feel sick
The sick feeling I used to get when I knew I had so much to do but I just wasn't doing it because I didn't know where to start and I knew that I would never get done it all in time anyways.
On a side note, my hand smells like brocolli and I'm wearing a green shirt.
I have to hand in my project outline tomorrow and I still don't have a project. I haven't been able to come up with a good experimental designs and the only things I've found are correlational designs which I can't use.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

Ow...
My head hurts far too much. This shouldn't be allowed. The only real way of making it somewhat bearable is if I distract myself and when I try to sleep it will only get worse because I won't be able to distract myself.

Study, study. School, school.
There is always so much work to do and so very little time to do it all. My Crim class has very heavy reading and one of the books is filled with stats and everything so its hard not to fall asleep. I'm not too far behind on the reading aspects of my classes, but I am on the note taking part. I've highlighted the most important parts of the chapters, but I just havn't had the time to write it all down yet. Nor have I had the time to retype my notes from class. I will soon.
Now off to work!
<3

In the stars
I checked my horoscope today. I feel odd today and I don't know why so I figured surfing the net would be fun.
So here is the start of what I read when I checked:

What a month! Up, down, up, down! Emotionally, you'll be all over the map. Great aspects will be found side-by-side with annoying ones, and will overlap one another. At times you may wonder if you've done anything right. Still, just as you may begin to lose faith that your plans will come out, you'll find yourself heading into one of the most golden aspects of the year on September 17. You'll want to keep your calendar ready to keep track!
First, we have another key trend to discuss which involves a strong need for privacy or isolation in September. This trend started last month (August) so chances are, this news should already resonate with you.
You may self-impose your hibernation, such as to concentrate on a writing or research project. Or, this situation may have been fostered on you by outside conditions over which you have little control. For example, you may have moved to a new area to live, and found yourself home more than usual as you set up, but also because you haven't made friends yet in this new city.
The place and the conditions don't really matter. What does matter is that you can get a lot done without distraction. Often when we are isolated from others we find can develop our character from within. Afterwards people who have had time to reflect alone seem changed and completely renewed. In that regard, this can be a very positive time and it could happen to you.

Sometimes it is actually scary how close to your life these things can get. Regardless I don't see anything positive coming out of my untalkativeness. I have yet to do anything productive and anything that will help me or my character. I'm tired.