Keren showed up finally with JF around 11. It was nice seeing her again. I haven't talked to her in way too long. It was fun dancing with her.
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Just got back from the Formal. Well that's really not true, I was back a bit ago and had to search the next building for my keys because Corey lost them while I was getting ready with the girls. Simple task of bringing over my dress ends with no keys to be found :P. lol oh well. It was a swell night, pictures will be up whenever I'm untired. Cheerio!
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Saturday, January 22, 2005
Never knew... I could feel like this. Like I've never seen the skyyyy before. Want to vanish inside your kiss...everyday I love you more and more. Listen to my heart can you hear it sings... telling me to give you eeeeverything. Seasons may change, winter to spring, but I love you... I love you... until the end of time.
Come what may... come what may...
I will love you until my dying day....!
*sigh* I love watching Moulin Rouge. It's such a good movie. I can't get that song out of my head though, now it's stuck. You have to love it purely for the Elton John songs, the Narcoleptic Argentinean, the grown men singing Like a Virgin, when the Argentinean sings Roxanne, and of course the whole sappy love story as a whole. Woo! Now I want to tango.
Dun duh dun duh...
Come what may... come what may...
I will love you until my dying day....!
*sigh* I love watching Moulin Rouge. It's such a good movie. I can't get that song out of my head though, now it's stuck. You have to love it purely for the Elton John songs, the Narcoleptic Argentinean, the grown men singing Like a Virgin, when the Argentinean sings Roxanne, and of course the whole sappy love story as a whole. Woo! Now I want to tango.
Dun duh dun duh...
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
I'm so tired. I had to work today so I had 7 hours of fun with two hours of driving attached and another two hours of class when I got back to rez. I have so much psyc to do. The only class I'm caught up in is Phil. *sigh*
I spent most of the night trying to help Alex pick his courses for grade 12. I want him to at least be able to do something with himself and go to some sort of University or College after he's done. I don't want him to suffer down the road because he chose to go on the computer instead of going to school. I know I can't really do anything about it, but he's going to ruin his life being like he is now. He skips all his classes, is barely passing and has no ambition to do anything at all with his life. He doesn't want to end up at a job he hates, but he doesn't get that that's where he is headed.
*sigh*
oh well.
Nightnight...
I spent most of the night trying to help Alex pick his courses for grade 12. I want him to at least be able to do something with himself and go to some sort of University or College after he's done. I don't want him to suffer down the road because he chose to go on the computer instead of going to school. I know I can't really do anything about it, but he's going to ruin his life being like he is now. He skips all his classes, is barely passing and has no ambition to do anything at all with his life. He doesn't want to end up at a job he hates, but he doesn't get that that's where he is headed.
*sigh*
oh well.
Nightnight...
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
May angels lead you in, hear you me my friends.
The Winter Formal is coming up soon! It's nice that I actually will get to use my prom dress again. It will be fun to get all dressed up again.
This is me last time I was in my prom dress. Woo...
The Winter Formal is coming up soon! It's nice that I actually will get to use my prom dress again. It will be fun to get all dressed up again.
This is me last time I was in my prom dress. Woo...
Monday, January 10, 2005
Love. Angel. Music. Baby.
Gwen Stefani is totally badass. Tick tock, tick tock. Nick was telling me the other day that he loved her new video because 1. she sounds like she's having an orgasm and she's hot and 2. there are asian girls in the video and he was impressed. I like it because she does the Alice in Wonderland theme. I got to be Alice for DryGrad last year. Obviously she did a much better job then I did with my homemade costume. I loved one of her pairs of checkered boots though. She's always managed to come out with good music and not lose her edge even after she took a break for a couple years. I still have her cd's despite not having bought any since I could burn them oh so long ago. I felt bad for her because Ed the Sock gave her a cheese award because of the video, but he did make up for it by calling Brit a whore who doesn't seem to wear anything but lingerie and he dissed about 5 of her videos.
School officially starts for me tomorrow. My first class is Psych. I hope I gave a good TA. Alison from last semester was cute and nice, so I'm hoping that she is back. I'm actually looking forward to this semester. School is getting enjoyable. Well besides all the papers and stress, it's far more interesting then high school and I actually want to attend classes which is something new for me. Rez life is nice. I can wander the halls and I know everyone. I can stop by and say hi to people and someone usually will join my random wandering as I go along. I'm the Wandering Natty. Mwa!
I lost one of my best friends the other day. Well it hasn't really felt like we were even friends for the last little while. It felt more like we were going through a bitter divorce and so we fought about anything and everything. Everything seemed to hit a nerve and we couldn't talk to each other normally because we would always bring up something that would cause an argument. The hardest part is that we know each other so well. We both know all the little secrets and so we know exactly what to say to get the other one back. I doubt he even remembers anything good about me. All he thinks now is that I'm a horrible little whore who fights with him all the time. I hate fighting. I hate having to go through the same fights over and over again. I hate it when someone who was once close to you brings up personal things just to hurt you that they dragged out of you in the first place. I hate having to defend myself all the time and prove untruths. I hate how now I'm losing more and more of the people that are close to me. He doesn't want to talk to me anymore. That of course is painful because some part of me wants to click on his name and say hoya, what's up? But today I deleted him off my msn. There is no point in having it there for no reason. He's stubborn and will not talk to me first and I'm not going back to fighting. What's there to fight for at this point? More fighting? It's hard but there is nothing we can do. We've tried so many times to be friends and not fight, but it doesn't seem like we are capable of anything else. Some people just weren't meant to stay friends and this is one of those cases.
Gwen Stefani is totally badass. Tick tock, tick tock. Nick was telling me the other day that he loved her new video because 1. she sounds like she's having an orgasm and she's hot and 2. there are asian girls in the video and he was impressed. I like it because she does the Alice in Wonderland theme. I got to be Alice for DryGrad last year. Obviously she did a much better job then I did with my homemade costume. I loved one of her pairs of checkered boots though. She's always managed to come out with good music and not lose her edge even after she took a break for a couple years. I still have her cd's despite not having bought any since I could burn them oh so long ago. I felt bad for her because Ed the Sock gave her a cheese award because of the video, but he did make up for it by calling Brit a whore who doesn't seem to wear anything but lingerie and he dissed about 5 of her videos.
School officially starts for me tomorrow. My first class is Psych. I hope I gave a good TA. Alison from last semester was cute and nice, so I'm hoping that she is back. I'm actually looking forward to this semester. School is getting enjoyable. Well besides all the papers and stress, it's far more interesting then high school and I actually want to attend classes which is something new for me. Rez life is nice. I can wander the halls and I know everyone. I can stop by and say hi to people and someone usually will join my random wandering as I go along. I'm the Wandering Natty. Mwa!
I lost one of my best friends the other day. Well it hasn't really felt like we were even friends for the last little while. It felt more like we were going through a bitter divorce and so we fought about anything and everything. Everything seemed to hit a nerve and we couldn't talk to each other normally because we would always bring up something that would cause an argument. The hardest part is that we know each other so well. We both know all the little secrets and so we know exactly what to say to get the other one back. I doubt he even remembers anything good about me. All he thinks now is that I'm a horrible little whore who fights with him all the time. I hate fighting. I hate having to go through the same fights over and over again. I hate it when someone who was once close to you brings up personal things just to hurt you that they dragged out of you in the first place. I hate having to defend myself all the time and prove untruths. I hate how now I'm losing more and more of the people that are close to me. He doesn't want to talk to me anymore. That of course is painful because some part of me wants to click on his name and say hoya, what's up? But today I deleted him off my msn. There is no point in having it there for no reason. He's stubborn and will not talk to me first and I'm not going back to fighting. What's there to fight for at this point? More fighting? It's hard but there is nothing we can do. We've tried so many times to be friends and not fight, but it doesn't seem like we are capable of anything else. Some people just weren't meant to stay friends and this is one of those cases.
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Happy New Year! Yes it's a couple days late but that's fine. My New Years was great. I actually got to do something fun this year. The only other time I had any fun at all on a New Years was babysitting with Vicky one year and then another year having Sparkling Apple Juice with dad and watching movies. Every other year I was babysitting.
I went to a club called Tantra which was very sheik. I went with Corey and his friends and so I got to meet a bunch of people. It was a semiformal night so everyone looked great. There was a guy playing the violin from 8 till 10 and hors d’oeuvres like chocolate covered strawberries and shrimp were all being served. The hors d’oeuvres were being served on ice bars on the dance floor so at 10 when the dance music came on, the heaters under the ice bars were turned on and then all the ice melted so that dance floor was bigger. We sat in one of the big booths for the start and then danced away until midnight where we had out free champagne (woo for the Alberta drinking age of 18). Later we stole people’s cabs as they came out to get into the club and we went to party at Jenn's house. I think we ended up crashing there around 4am. I barely got any sleep at all because we all got up early to head home and all I could do was have about an hour nap during the day. I think it took me until last night to fully recovered sleep because I've ended up staying up far too late watching TV or movies the nights after that.
Tonight I get to see Leah and Kailin. Go SFU buddies! We are meeting up somewhere to play pool and just hang out for the evening. It's already Tuesday and I go home on Thursday. I haven't done horribly much since getting here, which is always nice, but so it doesn't seem like I have been here all that long and it's already time for me to go home. How sad.
I went to a club called Tantra which was very sheik. I went with Corey and his friends and so I got to meet a bunch of people. It was a semiformal night so everyone looked great. There was a guy playing the violin from 8 till 10 and hors d’oeuvres like chocolate covered strawberries and shrimp were all being served. The hors d’oeuvres were being served on ice bars on the dance floor so at 10 when the dance music came on, the heaters under the ice bars were turned on and then all the ice melted so that dance floor was bigger. We sat in one of the big booths for the start and then danced away until midnight where we had out free champagne (woo for the Alberta drinking age of 18). Later we stole people’s cabs as they came out to get into the club and we went to party at Jenn's house. I think we ended up crashing there around 4am. I barely got any sleep at all because we all got up early to head home and all I could do was have about an hour nap during the day. I think it took me until last night to fully recovered sleep because I've ended up staying up far too late watching TV or movies the nights after that.
Tonight I get to see Leah and Kailin. Go SFU buddies! We are meeting up somewhere to play pool and just hang out for the evening. It's already Tuesday and I go home on Thursday. I haven't done horribly much since getting here, which is always nice, but so it doesn't seem like I have been here all that long and it's already time for me to go home. How sad.
