Settling into life...
School is finally done. Well I've been done since Tuesday of last week, but the rest of the time I've been moving everything and trying to get back into my groove. Today I finally went to work and so now the summer routine has started. All I can do is let it roll and hope it goes smoothly until school comes along again.
People can be so cruel. I want nothing more then just to disappear in my shell, but I've done that too often. I tell people things and they just use it against me because they can. Why be so evil? Just to see me cry and hurt? There is a reason I run away so easily; I'm not as strong as I pretend to be.
The bitter sting of some people's words hurt more then you can imagine. I've always wanted to run away since I figured that would make it go away, always wanted to move and be free of everyone, but now I know that no matter what there is always some bitter asshole out there to hurt you because they consider themselves superior. One day they will fall from their high horse and I will only be able to smile sadly because I know that they will never stop and only become blinder by their anger.

One more left
I just finished my first psyc final. It went really really well. I'm hoping for a pretty good mark. There were only a couple questions that I had trouble with which were mostly about the tutorial presentations which are pointless anyway. I know I could have always studied more and then I wouldn't have had those couple questions that were left up to the most logical answer, but all in all I'm happy and that's all that matters. Now I'm hoping my mark will reflect my happiness. :P

Signs that it is finals time...

1. My neck hurts from leaning over my books.
2. My eyes don't want to stay open.
3. My head is foggy.
4. Mmmm... froggy.
   
5. I don't think I remember what sleep really is.
6. My bed calls out to me and cries because it is lonely.
7. It is now my greatest desire.
   
8. My attention seems to be going everywhere but on my books.
9. Cleaning my room is now seen as something enjoyable to do.
10. I am having WoW withdrawls.
11. Everyone seems to be having fun and I have to keep telling people that I'm busy working.
12. I get more visitors now then the rest of the semester combined.
13. I make pointless lists to procrastinate.
14. Happy 48th Bday Mom :)
    

You can tell it's almost move out time when your lampshade breaks apart... again
Well my quick fix for my lampshade has finally broken. A couple months ago I took a bunch of duct tape and stuck it on the lampshade so that it wouldn't fall off the wiring, but sadly the glue on the tape has vanished. Now all I have to fix it is sticky tack so my lamp is now sticky tacked to the concrete wall lol. I'm trying to figure out now whether to keep the lamp when I move or throw it out. *sigh* I think it actually might be cheaper to buy a new lamp then getting a new lampshade from some fancy crafts store.
Anyway, Friday was my last night out before exams really started to pick up. I wanted to spend some time with the boys. We all went to go see Sin City. It's one of those movies that is there for purely entertainment value. I liked the film despite all the killing and the cave man attitudes. The society in the movie was all about bounty hunters, prostitutes, revenge, justice, and violence and all the stories used those themes as much as possible. The best part was the fact that all the stories did in fact intermingle even if in some cases it was just a little bit. That provided enough mental stimulation that I wasn't bored long enough to care about the flaws. As a bonus Tarantino was a guest director. The fact that you could feel his influence made it that much better. The casting was good too; I hate some of the actors, but usually only because they take on roles that aren't for them. This movie didn't have anything challenging and so nobody had to jump out of their boundaries and screw up the movie with horrible acting. Actually the acting overall wasn't great, but it was exactly as expected so it didn't bother me. Meh there's more to say, but I have to get back to philosophy.
*grumbles* Stupid finals.