More goodbyes
So Keren has decided that I'm not worth the time anymore to be friends with. According to her I've changed, she's changed, I have friends elsewhere, she has friends elsewhere.... mostly crap. She has so many friends that live elsewhere and have other friends. She strives on people like that. She has all her msn friends whom she met through other friends online who live elsewhere. Everyone changes and always will and she knows that too so she can't use that as an excuse. She is just annoyed with everything I do and say and doesn't care anymore.
It hurts really badly though. Oh I've been stupid before and not talked to people for a while and kinda stopped being really good friends with people that way, but it hurts when that happens with someone you cared about. She was one of my best friends for so long and to lose her over something stupid is just well... it hurts. I don't even know why she doesn't find me worth it. She most likely thinks I'm trying to steal JF and has made up reasons to dislike me. She always gets mad and doesn't say anything about it until one day when she is really pissed off and blurts out everything. I've done so much for her and so many times I've ignored her mood swings. She has so many of those and I'm almost the only one who cares how she feels when she has them. JF doesn't care and when he knows that she is mad over a stupid reason he doesn't pick up his phone because she does it so often. *sigh* whatever. It's better that I don't have to worry about offending her or doing something that get her mad at everyone.