I like how some people think the world is all about them
Some people seem to think that every single one of my actions is based on them. If I don't go on msn for a while, it's because I hate them. If I don't email back right away, it's because I'm trying to rid myself of them and am just hiding myself and waiting until they go away. If I only have time for a 5 minute conversation its because I hate them. If I'm in a bad mood, it's because of them. Please stop! I don't have the energy to keep fighting and saying, no, I do like talking to you, you are my friend, I just haven't had time for anyone or anything fun in the longest time and this includes going on my computer for anything other than work. The time it's taking me to write this is my free time, the only time I have off to be sane. It's right now that I'm also replying to emails and going on messenger for those couple of minutes that seem to always get me in trouble. I don't even have time to spend with people here. My closest friends here aren't even that close because all I do is ask them for homework help or have random chitchat as we walk down the hall. My social time is during dinner when I grab someone to eat with and right after I have to come back here and do work because somehow the amount of work I'm doing still isn't cutting it and I've had to do so much more.
I am doing better now then I was even 2 weeks ago. I got a B+ on my English essay which is pretty good considering it only had one read over before I handed it in. I got 73% on my Bio Lab Midterm which is almost double what I got on the Lecture Midterm. For the next two weeks and this week I've been focusing on Psych since I have major stuff due each week for that class. I had my paper due yesterday, Midterm is next week, week after I have a presentation. Lovely.
- Dark Lily
Some people seem to think that every single one of my actions is based on them. If I don't go on msn for a while, it's because I hate them. If I don't email back right away, it's because I'm trying to rid myself of them and am just hiding myself and waiting until they go away. If I only have time for a 5 minute conversation its because I hate them. If I'm in a bad mood, it's because of them. Please stop! I don't have the energy to keep fighting and saying, no, I do like talking to you, you are my friend, I just haven't had time for anyone or anything fun in the longest time and this includes going on my computer for anything other than work. The time it's taking me to write this is my free time, the only time I have off to be sane. It's right now that I'm also replying to emails and going on messenger for those couple of minutes that seem to always get me in trouble. I don't even have time to spend with people here. My closest friends here aren't even that close because all I do is ask them for homework help or have random chitchat as we walk down the hall. My social time is during dinner when I grab someone to eat with and right after I have to come back here and do work because somehow the amount of work I'm doing still isn't cutting it and I've had to do so much more.
I am doing better now then I was even 2 weeks ago. I got a B+ on my English essay which is pretty good considering it only had one read over before I handed it in. I got 73% on my Bio Lab Midterm which is almost double what I got on the Lecture Midterm. For the next two weeks and this week I've been focusing on Psych since I have major stuff due each week for that class. I had my paper due yesterday, Midterm is next week, week after I have a presentation. Lovely.
- Dark Lily
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